But with tomorrow came no answers...
Is there anybody out there
Hope they're still waiting for me
'Cause I'm feeling so scared
But I know through this, I can be free
'Cause if I keep on, I know I'll find
It'll all get better in time
Is anybody out there
'Cause I know you're still waiting
You're still waiting on me
I hope it's the right lyric of DANakaDAN and Clara C's Is There Anybody Out There. that's what I heard. hahaha. again, another song stuck in my mind. humming it all the time. hope I didn't bother my surrounding because of it. if I did, please excuse me.
HI GUYS!! it's been another week. time for another new entry! :D hahaha. I hope at least some of you care about this new entry. hehehe. so, last week, I think, wasn't a healthy week for some of us; including me, unfortunately.
as you can see on the photo above, it's the view from my room; from my table. it's very dark on the left side, yet the sun shined extremely bright. obviously the defendant of me being sick! my right hand was cold for a week; while the left one was on the normal temperature. I got nausea and headache. I don't know why my heart beats faster than usual. some said that I was lack of sleep. perhaps? because the first two weeks, I slept for 10 hours at night. the next week was only 7-8 hours during weekday, and 6 during weekend. there's a night which I only slept for..... 3-4 hours(?) guess why~ I hope my parents don't read my blog.
|culprit who made me sick|
I received an email from one of my lecturer. he said that the deadline for the business plan is 31 May. MAY! MAYDAY! MAYDAY! yea, I have to make ANOTHER business plan again. thank you for your concern and sympathy. hahaha. I should start to allocate my time for it. there would be days (weekend, I suppose) where there will be just the two of us! hahaha :'
I WENT TO THE HOTEL WHERE MY FAVOURITE CLUB STAYED IN BERLIN. I HOPE THEY SAW ME. THEY PLAYED AGAINST BERLIN'S FOOTBALL CLUB. THEY WON. THEY SECURED THE DEUTSCHER MEISTER. IT'S THEIR 24TH MEISTERSCHAFT. REKORDMEISTER!! MORE RECORDS TO COME!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ABAH (daddy)!! I literally couldn't express how much I love you, miss you, need you by my side, proud of you, etc etc; everything would be about you! the only man I could rely on, my first love, my only love. I couldn't wait for end of August to meet, hug, and kiss you :* I'm super proud for being your first daughter.
|I FEEL SO CLOSE TO YOU RIGHT NOW|
ANTHONY LEE RT-ED MY TWEET. WHAT A GOOD MORNING!! thank you for the little thing you did to me :D
last Friday, I went to a congress for the whole day. after it finished, I went back to the office and worked for 2 hours. hahaha. then I went to a bar/restaurant and spent 4-5 hours there. finally slept at 01.38ish. woke up 06.55ish..... dang me super sleepy!
on Saturday, I had nothing to do so I decided to walk by myself to bookstores. whoa! I didn't know walking alone feels awesome! I could go wherever I want without drama. hahaha! I could do whatever I want! wow. really; you have never lived until you go solo. I forgot who said that. hahahaha. I bought novels. seven novels. there's this one bookshop which looks like a little paradise for me here in Berlin. I think I could spend the rest days there. hahaha. I was so amazed that this dialogue happened:
him: can I help you?
me: nah, it's fine *wandering*
him: are you looking for something or just wandering?
me: just wandering, I don't know where to start. it's like I just found a heaven.
him: I could tell. you were mesmerised since stepping in.
hahaha! please do pardon me, fellas! these little paradises on earth have never disappoint me. besides, I could be myself. yeah. I miss those places and times where and when I could put off my mask(s) :)
|sweet little escape|
anyway, it's a fun week. ups and downs wrapped in one week. I don't know why I still feel sore everywhere; stiff here and there. AND OH I WENT TO TAKE PHOTOS WITH WORLD CUP TROPHY!! SECOND TIME, BABY! I'll share them on a different entry ;D
“It is far better to endure patiently a smart which nobody feels but yourself, than to commit a hasty action whose evil consequences will extend to all connected with you.” -Charlotte Brontë (Jane Eyre, 1847)