Sonntag, 16. November 2014

there goes..... my heart!

Monday, I'm waiting
Tuesday, I'm still waiting to see if you are fine
Wednesday, you're still not here neither in the morning, nor later
Thursday is also empty
Friday or Saturday or every Sunday
None of the day that I don't miss you
None of the day that you will come back to be in our old days
How long it will be like this
I don't know how many months or years
How many billions of our past memory
I never don't miss you

HI GUYS!! excited for tomorrow? hell yeah!! well, I'm waiting for Thursday, to be honest. but uhh..... Ale's not playing :( such a heart break

some said I should take a break. but I was like..... whaaaaattttt~~ no can do, brah~ I still have to do this and that. and this and that, and this and that. hahahah! I truly appreciate your concerns. thank you very much!!

basically, here's what happened last week:

Monday, 10 November 2014
dad came. couldn't do much. normal classes. not, a little bit abnormal. the first class only lasted for around 30'. then went to have lunch with dad, and reached uni again after that. tried to finish any sugar honey ice tea, but still not finished yet. kinda hectic as some deadlines were on this day or the next day. but it's cool. I could manage it :p

Tuesday, 11 November 2014
thank God, I still have my friends with me. though they're not in my class, their presence heal. Ale's presence too; more than healing me. hahahah! :p
but I still felt dizzy and dizzy, ey! so dizzy that I wanna throw up. chose to sleep earlier.

Wednesday, 12 November 2014
arrived early as usual~ because of the same reason as always~ hahaha! two classes with two quizzes. my right hand..... hahahha! hope I managed them well. hehehe. joined Photography Club after class. wow. it's been more than a year. sorry, guys. hehehe. nothing much during PC, I even played Uno with the members. lol!
decided to be away from lappy earlier. but still, couldn't sleep. so I read a novel. 

Thursday, 13 November 2014
got only one class but it lasted like working hours; 8-12, 13-17. hahaha. glad it was quiz on the second session. so the class was dismissed right after we done the quiz. I shared hard laughter with the boys in my class. hahaha! I should spend more time with these guys :D
and as usual, I watched the Mechatronic guys playing futsal. didn't have much fun tho. didn't know why. but then there's always something as substitute to make that "not-fun" to "yay!-fun!". finally found out something that I'd been looking for since April 2013. FINALLY!! hehehe. thanks to this one of my besties who helped me out. *giggle*

Friday, 14 November 2014
had to arrive waaaaaaaaaaayyyyyy earlier to uni because I left my laptop's charger there. oh my precious sleep time~ but no regret! as soon as I met this one particular guy, everything was even. hehehe.
finally one of those gazillion sugar honey ice tea done. time to catch up with the other one. and there are still tons waiting behind. hahahaha!
God's timing is always the best! yeah! hahaha. super glad and relieved for everything that happened on this day. thank God!! :D

hmm. I'm really really thankful for my boys. this baby right here, that baby right there. this boy right here, that boy right there. let me hug you guys one by one~ :* hahaha and a kiss for you!(?) LOL

good luck, guys! I'm waiting for you to get the trophy. my prayers always go to all of you :)

“You can obsess and obsess over how things ended—what you did wrong or could have done differently—but there's not much of a point. It's not like it'll change anything. So really, why worry?” -Jess Rothenberg (The Catastrophic History of You and Me, 2012)

-calzsf

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